A wordy post.
Year 2009, will it be another challenge for me? a fun-filled one? the same as 2008? learning?
The new year has yet to reveal.
Everything moves on so fast, I should also move on too.
Let's look back what happened in 08.
January 08
Received Olevel results, felt my life is in a crossroad, not knowing where to head. Did alot of thinking and advising from fellow friends. A tearful month. Decided for different private schools.
February 08
Tangled in relationships, family and personal. Mum's condition, 3 guys and me. Late night outs. Filled with anxiety for her, bits of feelings here and there for them. Adding more problems to myself. Got me drinking to drown them. Jiemei's confrontation. Hurt.
I don't like to give other people problems when I can solve it myself. Looking back, what came into my mind were 'You'll are not the one going through this, how would you girls understand?'
Guilty, and they comforted me with we'll always be there for you. That really warmth my heart.
Received the most-est bouquets of roses during Valentines too!
Initially when Bee, Alex and Junhui told me how Jesus did wonders in their life I was like 'So? I'm as good as what I am now, why would I need Him in my life?' I was a free thinker back then. Felt that no one even cares about me, my life, whatever. Heard Junhui's personal testimony. Long story cut short. Went for several services and felt that no harm could be done if I went down for alter call. Furthermore there was this 'something' that gave me the assurance to stop worrying about my future, the next school I will be in, mummy. Thus received Christ, Thank you Lord.
March 08
A young believer in Christ. New brothers and sisters. N389 ;) Ella, Meiman received Christ during Easter. He changed my way of thinking. Cooled my temper. I remembered there was a session during cell group Sherin talked about family. Honor your father and mother, it's one in The Ten Commandments. Back then the feud between dad and me was very very bad. He shouted instead of talking to me, called names. I wasn't appreciated at all in the house. After the sharing session I 'tried' to be good, to see if it really works. Prayed over this and He told me to be sincere. Do what it takes from the bottom of my heart. God is indeed real. Got attached with MOO YEW JUNHUI ALSO LOL
New Environment
Couldn't decide to go SIM, Nafa or Shatec. The desire to obtain hospitality and tourism course was vividly carved in my mind. Arts and design was an alternate choice. Went for entry test in Nafa and got accepted. Need pay $50 okay! lol. Started school soon after and made lotsa new friends. Several of them were from CHC too! We did stupid things together, worked hard, mock at teachers, did time-frame shots, ate ALOT. I miss you peepos! Can't wait till school reopens!
Not forgetting!
My 18th birthday ;)
Sherin's and cousin Jane's tied the knot!
Bid farewell to Sherin, our cgl who's leaving for Sweden,
Ducktour! 40% off for locals lol,
Kiasu sgians at IT fair,
Alien-like indoor tanning,
Trip to Genting Highlands with honey,
Entering a casino without getting caught!
Knowledge of other sg places- decrease in suaku ness,
Bravely taking out my semi pro camera for photography assignments,
Our Monthsaries <3
Singapore flyer,
Fishing & prawning,
Bapok viewing at changi carpark,
Passed btt :D
More to be added during 2009!
Thank you for those who have been here with me during 2008!
2009 will be a even awesome year for us!
Year 2009, will it be another challenge for me? a fun-filled one? the same as 2008? learning?
The new year has yet to reveal.
Everything moves on so fast, I should also move on too.
Let's look back what happened in 08.
January 08
Received Olevel results, felt my life is in a crossroad, not knowing where to head. Did alot of thinking and advising from fellow friends. A tearful month. Decided for different private schools.
February 08
Tangled in relationships, family and personal. Mum's condition, 3 guys and me. Late night outs. Filled with anxiety for her, bits of feelings here and there for them. Adding more problems to myself. Got me drinking to drown them. Jiemei's confrontation. Hurt.
I don't like to give other people problems when I can solve it myself. Looking back, what came into my mind were 'You'll are not the one going through this, how would you girls understand?'
Guilty, and they comforted me with we'll always be there for you. That really warmth my heart.
Received the most-est bouquets of roses during Valentines too!
Initially when Bee, Alex and Junhui told me how Jesus did wonders in their life I was like 'So? I'm as good as what I am now, why would I need Him in my life?' I was a free thinker back then. Felt that no one even cares about me, my life, whatever. Heard Junhui's personal testimony. Long story cut short. Went for several services and felt that no harm could be done if I went down for alter call. Furthermore there was this 'something' that gave me the assurance to stop worrying about my future, the next school I will be in, mummy. Thus received Christ, Thank you Lord.
March 08
A young believer in Christ. New brothers and sisters. N389 ;) Ella, Meiman received Christ during Easter. He changed my way of thinking. Cooled my temper. I remembered there was a session during cell group Sherin talked about family. Honor your father and mother, it's one in The Ten Commandments. Back then the feud between dad and me was very very bad. He shouted instead of talking to me, called names. I wasn't appreciated at all in the house. After the sharing session I 'tried' to be good, to see if it really works. Prayed over this and He told me to be sincere. Do what it takes from the bottom of my heart. God is indeed real. Got attached with MOO YEW JUNHUI ALSO LOL
New Environment
Couldn't decide to go SIM, Nafa or Shatec. The desire to obtain hospitality and tourism course was vividly carved in my mind. Arts and design was an alternate choice. Went for entry test in Nafa and got accepted. Need pay $50 okay! lol. Started school soon after and made lotsa new friends. Several of them were from CHC too! We did stupid things together, worked hard, mock at teachers, did time-frame shots, ate ALOT. I miss you peepos! Can't wait till school reopens!
Not forgetting!
My 18th birthday ;)
Sherin's and cousin Jane's tied the knot!
Bid farewell to Sherin, our cgl who's leaving for Sweden,
Ducktour! 40% off for locals lol,
Kiasu sgians at IT fair,
Alien-like indoor tanning,
Trip to Genting Highlands with honey,
Entering a casino without getting caught!
Knowledge of other sg places- decrease in suaku ness,
Bravely taking out my semi pro camera for photography assignments,
Our Monthsaries <3
Singapore flyer,
Fishing & prawning,
Bapok viewing at changi carpark,
Passed btt :D
More to be added during 2009!
Thank you for those who have been here with me during 2008!
2009 will be a even awesome year for us!
posted by jassy at
1:00 AM
